![]() My father never went to college so it was really important I go to college.What you see at fight club is a generation of men raised by women.Maybe self-improvement isn't the answer.The second rule about fight club is you don't talk about fight club.The first rule about fight club is you don't talk about fight club.You can swallow about a pint of blood before you're sick.Tyler said, "I want you to hit me as hard as you can.".Then you're trapped in your lovely nest, and the things you used to own, now they own you. Buy the sofa, then for a couple years you're satisfied that no matter what goes wrong, at least you've got your sofa issue handled. You tell yourself, this is the last sofa I will ever need in my life. The people I know who used to sit in the bathroom with pornography, now they sit in the bathroom with their IKEA furniture catalogue. I wasn't the only slave to my nesting instinct. ![]() Here, you have the real experience of death." "Funerals are nothing compared to this," Marla says.I used to work in a funeral home to feel good about myself, just the fact I was breathing.One day you're thinking and hauling yourself around, and the next, you're cold fertilizer, worm buffet.A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection. One minute was enough, Tyler said, a person had to work hard for it, but a minute of perfection was worth the effort.If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person?.This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.Strangers with this kind of honesty make me grow a big rubbery one, if you know what I mean.The insomnia distance of everything, you can't touch anything and nothing can touch you. Everything is so far away, a copy of a copy of a copy. Chloe had oils and handcuffs, and cried as I watched the second hand on my watch go around eleven times. She had strapless underwear at home, and cried. Chloe threw herself around my head and cried. This was therapeutic physical contact, Chloe said.On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone will drop to zero. It's easy to cry when you realize that everyone you love will reject you or die.This is when I'd cry because right now, your life comes down to nothing, and not even nothing, oblivion.Crying is right at hand in the smothering dark, closed inside someone else, when you see how everything you can ever accomplish will end up as trash.Where would Jesus be if no one had written the gospels.We have a sort of triangle thing going on here.You don't understand any of it, and then you just die. You do the little job you're trained to do.I tongue the barrel into my cheek and say, Tyler, you're thinking of vampires. "This isn't really death," Tyler says, "We'll be legend. ![]()
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